It may sound cliche but I'm so sick of mean people.Why can't they find out the truth before barking around? Why can't they take people's feelings into consideration? Why can't they? Sometimes I can't be sure whether I'm being overly sensitive or it is real that people are trying to use their words as weapon.Yet,I told myself that I shouldn't bother because deep down I know I did not do it and I'm innocent. There were many stuffs going on in my mind and my brain was operating like a washing machine, a 70-year-old washing machine.The noises in my head were thundering, slashing me into pieces.I was shattered.I forgot when was the last time I cried but that night, I cried.
I woke up with puffy eyes, I stared into the mirror, slightly taken aback by the lady I saw in the mirror.Her skin color was dull, eyes were swollen, hair was a mess and cheeks were colorless.I thought to myself :'Well, at least I feel better, less noises in my head'. I was obviously feeling better after pouring my problems to my close friends. I'm glad they listened to all my problems and tried their best to make me laugh.Thank you very much.
Then, mom called me telling me that the whole family is coming to visit me, I tried to stop them from coming over because I don't want them to look at my current zombified state. But, they insisted anyway and gave me a huge surprise.( I can't say what's the surprise due to personal reasons but it made my day tho) Their presence really brighten up my day and made me forget about the immediate problem I confronted with.
After a long day, I began to let loose on the issue I was facing, I started to see the bigger picture and I realized that I have many more important things to focus on rather than the so-called-problem. But to be honest, there's still a tinge of uneasy feeling in my mind but I decided to stuff it right into the deepest valley of my medulla oblongata, I guess it will be forgotten in a few days.No worries.
And I came across a few quotes that I find pretty relevant to our daily lives.Here it is :
“周围什么样的人都有，无论你说什么做什么，总会有人不
给“我看不起你！”最好的回答是：“我看不到你。”不把你放在眼里的人，不应存在你心里。
The less you respond to rude, critical, argumentative people, the more peaceful your life will become.
“接受无法改变的事，以为是软弱，其实拼命争取不可改变
看美景还是看“没景”，看心境。
You have be thoughtful in reacting to situations. There are times where you have to accept the fact and let things be even though it is difficult for you. It may make you feel like a total loser or an idiot but it's better than fighting vigorously over something that had been fixed.
